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Going back to this blog whenever a semester ended is somehow a routine that I've been doing for a year. But the thing is, it hurts like hell. A semester takes around five months, and I have always been coming back to my hometown only after the semester ended, which means twice a year. So, this whole blog thingy is a part of that 'twice a year' routine, and it always feel nostalgic, because some things are never change. My hometown = my childhood. So, by being a young adult, who has been struggling with the precocious feelings and thoughts ever since I was a child, and the ever growing awareness of the concepts in life, looking back through memories is a hard thing for me. Why do we even look back? Why do we keep looking at the future? Why don't we just live for today? That's it, that kind of thing that we ponder in silence in between 12-4 am, or for me it could be any time and just ruins the mood of whatever i was doing. Well, It's 4.10 am here, and I'm feeling emotional, because that's just how it works. I don't even care about the grammar anymore, because I'm actually sleepy, and I can't even sleep for some reasons. Still as lonely as ever, still as freaky as ever, but still as strong as ever. I hope everyone, and I mean everyone, will never experience the feeling that I have, except you are either a cold-hearted emotionless person or a masochist. Keep living fellas, stay strong, stay gold. ily.

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