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C'est la vie/ Every opinion stated is mine unless stated otherwise//


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http://www.freshdesignpedia.com/interior-design-ideas/50-garden-design-ideas-for-your-garden-and-style.html
            When we ran out of ideas, what can we do? Take a break and take a deep breath. There are various ways to do it, for example going somewhere or listening to music, basically to find solitude. The latter tends to be hard for people residing in the cities, with fast-paced lifestyle, and the business of all the people around them. Then, many people believe that nature is a good solution to it, and so they make gardens and parks alongside skyscrapers in the midst of the town. The Japanese also hold on to that belief, and this can be fulfilled by staying in a Zen garden. It is a type of dry rock garden, filled with only rocks and sands arranged aesthetically in a motion of water ripples without the addition of actual water. Actually, it is seen more for its aesthetic values compare to its function, even though originally coming from Buddhist religion who believes that solitude is the start of a peaceful mind, thus they used it as an area for contemplation. We have to see through the philosophical meanings of it, so that the reason of why it is being specified as an art is revealed, and we can see it through three aspects; the arrangement, the colors, and the type which is a dry garden. Zen Garden is the answer for urban people to not only gain solitude, but also an art that is enticing to both mind and eye.
To start with, Zen garden is being portrayed as the representation of the natural world. Since this is a dry type of garden, there are some must-items to be displayed so that it can be called as a Zen garden; light grey sands, black/dark grey rocks in large or medium sizes, and a little bit of green grass neatly cut and shaped. The rocks are portrayed as mountains, the neat grass as the island, and the sands covering all the open area in between them are the water of the ocean. The placement of everything was undergoing the process of philosophical ideas, where even one crooked side of a rock could mean the unbalance aspect of life. The sand is often shaped circled around the rock in a water motion-pattern, to balance the natural character where the sands were supposed to be solid, but also showing its dynamic characteristics. Looking at a Zen garden can become a self-reflection of our surroundings in life.
Second, the colors of Zen Garden are already effective to calm its visitors. The color of light gray sands and black rocks mixed perfectly like a gradation, Yin and Yang alike, but with a hint of green grass. J. A. Young and Rachel Klein, gardening expertise, stated that “Yin is dark and feminine; Yang is light and masculine. They are night and day; they are opposite sides of a coin; both are necessary to make up a whole. A Zen garden aims to incorporate many Yin and Yang features into the garden.” The use of calm colors; grey and black, with a fresh green on some corners, is easy for our eyes to adjust to in the most natural way.
Third, the nonexistent of water meant to help gaining complete silence of the mind. Rather than using water like other usual gardens, the Buddhist believes that meditating and shutting our mind from the outside world tends to be more successful in gaining the peacefulness of a mind. This is one of the reasons why there shouldn’t be any growing plants in a Zen garden, but only neatly-shaped grass, assuming the wind may shake the leaves and make sounds. But apparently, in some modern Zen garden this aspect is being neglected, where the addition of small fountains and growing plants are found, which depends on the person’s preference. After all, seeking solitude is a matter of, and for, our inner self.
Overall, to blend with nature and gain solitude is not so hard for people living in the middle of big cities. There are a few things that we can find in a Zen garden; the aesthetic form of neat and balanced mixed of rocks and sand, with the philosophical meanings which reflects our life, its contrast yet calming colors to our eyes, plus the sound of our own hearts. All of these aspects of a Zen garden will put our mind at ease, and start living again.


References:

N, N. (2009). What is a Zen Garden?. Retrieved from http://ohmyapt.apartmentratings.com/what-is-a-zen-garden.html

Young & Klein. (2016). Elements of a Zen Garden. Retrieved from http://www.doityourself.com/stry/zengardenelements

My Writing Process to “Zen Garden: An Art to Gain Solitude”
Ideas often come like lightning, suddenly, yet momentarily. In my case, that sudden ideas was mixed with personal feeling. People say that you will do best by doing what you can and  also love, and I could totally relate to that saying. The idea of writing an explanatory about Zen garden came because I fell in love with a character from a game, named Zen. Whenever I came to anything called Zen, I cannot help but felt content, and so I decided to write about Zen garden.
Rather than the first task, which was about personal response essay, I liked this one better and find a joy in writing it. So, when I found myself finished writing, I felt a sense a relief. All I am worry about was whether the meaning that I try to convey will get through or not.
Maybe because we have did it many times, I did not feel anything when my friends were reading my draft and commenting on the back of the paper. I knew that whatever they wrote would bring the best of my writing, something that an online corrector and editor could not mention.
When I saw my friends’ writing, I was amazed. It seemed that my friends also wrote what they consider as interesting to them. There are some topics that did not seems academic, but apparently they successful in writing through an academic perspective. All I could say is “Good job”.
At first, I was embarrassed to know that my essay will be discussed in the front of the class. But apparently, everything went smooth. There were some corrections and additions that I have to work on, but it is good that everyone could learn from others’ mistakes.
            Overall, I had a great time in writing this expository essay. It all might start from personal reasons, until finally ended with learn together with my classmates.


(Linna Amanda/5A1/1405185)

Social criticism in literary works is always intriguing. Pop and romance themed novels and literature are often put on the popular section in Indonesia’s bookstores, meanwhile social themed literature are waiting to be picked in some dusty corners. These kinds of books are maybe written with vulgar language as a way to criticize the society explicitly rather than being polite. I personally prefer books with social critics themes than the romantic one, therefore I choose a prose by Emha Ainun Nadjib entitled “Lelaki Ke 1000 Di Ranjangku” which sparks my interests to response to. The story goes around the perspective of a prostitute who bluntly think about her life and its ups and down. Here, I am going to response how to see a life of a prostitute from their own perspectives.
“BH” by Emha Ainun Nadjib is one of his prose collections, and “Lelaki Ke 1000 Di Ranjangku” is one of the stories. Within 10 pages, a prostitute leads the reader going through many thoughts inside her head, with her own narration; starting from how she ends up as a hooker, to how she finally accepts her condition as a sex worker. There is so much going on in this short story, besides the actual plot in which she tries to sleep after a long day of work serving for numerous men, but her minds are rambling into many other related stuff; how she thinks of those men who used her, how she thinks that being a prostitute is the same as Kiai on some levels, how she blames people for her current job. Until the next day, still lacking of sleep, the 100th men came to her room. Apparently, the man is a journalist and put her on the cover of a newspaper afterward, which takes her to the top.
            Personally, this short story is fascinating in so many ways. Firstly, as a usual college student and a daughter, the perspective of a prostitute is so intriguing. I have never been into the “dark” side of life and I do not really want it, so this is a new point of view to think of. Secondly, the main character, the sleepless prostitute, has so much irony in her way of thinking. For example, she likes finding herself on the cover of the newspaper which makes her the number one prostitute in the area, but in the end she said that she could end up her life whenever she wants to, which shows some kind of depression. Third, the fact that she keeps numbers of her visitors also shows how desperate she actually is, while counting days to lament but also cheering to. Lastly, the fact that she compares her work with Kiai’s just shows how human she is; wanting to show their good nature despite how bad her job seems to be.
            When I read this prose, the first thing that came to mind is another author who often uses vulgar language and rather brought up sexual themed stories namely Djenar Maesa Ayu. Still on the same page of Emha, Djenar also has one prose entitled “Namaku….”. It tells the story of a prostitute, but from the perspective of the daughter. A girl grew up with her mom as the role model, by seeing how her mother would react to things; she started to implements it on her life. There are a few things; similarities and differences that I can pinpoint from the two proses. First, they share the same theme about being a prostitute, but rather different because of the perspective or point of view; the prostitute herself, and the daughter of one. The humanity value that they have is practically the same; they want to feel some rights in what they do. The one in Emha’s likes to think of herself as good as Kiai on some levels, meanwhile the one in Djenar insists that the main character’s mom and her friends do the job because that is what they can do to feed their children. Another relevant aspect is where both prostitutes blame other men for what they are currently doing, in this cases it was their husband who left them.
            The last point from the last paragraph is what I want to highlight in this response; patriarchy in Indonesian family system. First of all, patriarchy, according to Merriam-Webster Dictionary is a noun defined as a family, group, or government controlled by a man or a group of men, and a social system in which family members are related to each other through their fathers. To be more specific, in study.com, McCallister as the instructor, defines a partriarchal system as a system “where men are in authority over women in all aspects of society.” Patriarchal in the aspect of family itself, according to Kraemer in his book “The origins of fatherhood: An ancient family process”, “the fathers (or father figures) hold authority over the women and the children. Looking from another perspective, the feminist theory, claims that patriarchy is “an unjust social system that enforces gender roles and is oppressive to both men and women It often includes any social mechanism that evokes male dominance over women.” For short, patriarchy is a system where experts and sociologists believe that men dominate women in every aspect of life. Now, relating it to the two novel that I am responding to, both of the prostitutes in both novels blame men for making them selling themselves and hate them because of that. In the context of Indonesia, most men are automatically being put on the highest throne of a small organization that we can call as family. Here, men are responsible for making money and providing foods and other essential life stuffs for the rest of the family, and for me that is exhausting. This exhausting system is a way that makes women dependent and rather spoiled. It is true that men have the responsibility for their children and have to support their life, but the way women blame on them is too much. For me, an individual have to be independent regardless of their gender, and that is why blaming men is not an answer at all. Women do not need to sell their body to trade it with food, in fact no one needs to, but I think this phenomenon happens for another reason. Women in Indonesia still do not have much privilege like men do in terms of work. People still think that women belong to the kitchen, and men belong to the office. This system is so destroying because does not only makes women lost their way to get jobs and to depend on their men, but also leads to the next step of self-destruction by women. I am not saying that it is all on men’s fault, but it is more to our system as a whole for each gender.
            The two short stories that I choose for this response essay, “Lelaki Ke-1000 Di Ranjangku” and “Namaku….”, are such intriguing material for my critical thinking, by talking about one same theme, from different perspectives, but also with some relevant matters that we can actually relate to the real world.












My Writing Process: A Response to “Lelaki ke 1000 Di Ranjangku” by Emha Ainun Nadjib
            “I had to review something cool” was what I had in mind when I started doing this assignment. The term cool in my mind mean underrated literary works, not the popular ones or what would they call mainstream. Popular literary works are not really my thing, and also I want to share a perspective about some must read-unpopular literary works to my friends who would read my response. Rushing to my bookshelves, I picked some of my books to see what would be interesting to give response to, and the theme of a prostitute’s life in Indonesia caught my attention. So, after I re-read the two short stories, I started the writing process and ended it in about three days, but the process after it was something else.
            I felt a sense relief when I printed the first draft, even though I knew that it still lack of many aspects and I still have to revise it. But, it also means that I still have more room to improve my writing and I looked forward to see how my friends responded to it.
            When my friends were reading my draft and commenting on the back of the paper, I couldn’t help but to be curious. I was wondering things like, ‘what are they going to comment?’, ‘do they find my writing shallow?’, ‘I am so sorry that they have to read numerous grammatical errors’, ‘it is kind of embarrassing’, ‘is it boring?’. After all, I just set those minds aside by thinking that their comments would bring the best of my writing, and I would openly discuss with them.
            To be honest, I do not feel any extravagant feeling when writing my friends’ drafts, besides learning one and two things from their writing. One thing that I noted was how my friends’ writings developed. We have been on the same class for three years, and I am quite familiar with their style of writing and speaking, I saw that they all have better and well-written drafts now. Some people even shocked me with how they put their ideas into their writing, and I couldn’t help but proud, because it means that we are growing together.
            At first, I had no idea at all how is the discussion will going. Apparently, it went smoother that how I expected it to be. I realized the things that I have to work on; grammatical errors which are my eternal enemy, the placement of words and dictions. After I get out of the room, I felt like I just had a counseling session for my paper. Not in a frustrating way, but more in an enlightening way.

Overall, the whole process of making this response essay is a journey. Not only I learned how to write well, but also learned how to help my friends, so that we can develop together.
*Sorry, but for some reasons I can't insert the movie posters

By SailorPluto

            Movie is the best weapon to cure your boredom, so here are some movies that are worth watching, when you are feeling like your holiday is nothing but a series of nothing (yes, you read it correctly).
·       Mr. Nobody
Fun Fact: Starring by Jared Leto, the kind of mindbreaking movies like Inception and Shutter Island, discover the butterfly effect.

Synopsis: Mr. Nobody is a tale about choice. Nemo, a nine year old boy, has been thrust into a position where he must make an impossible decision - to choose between his mother and father. In the seconds preceding the rest of his life he wonders where each choice will take him. The forces of the universe working to bring about total chaos are counteracted by this boy's overactive imagination.
(Source: imdb.com/title/tt0485947/synopsis)

·    
   Ruby Sparks
Fun Fact: Good for “Jones”, a romantic-comedy movie without all those cliche drama and storyline, a prove that romance movies are not necessarily for girls (because that is basically sexist).

Synopsis: Calvin has a dream in which he meets an attractive young woman, who draws a picture of Scotty and says she likes him. Calvin wakes and is inspired to write about her. In therapy he admits he is falling in love with the character he is writing and tells the therapist all about Ruby Sparks (Zoe Kazan). (Source: wikipedia.com/Ruby_Sparks)

·      
Hot Fuzz
Fun Fact: It is good to learn British English Accent, a comedy movie with good sense of humour, with a twist at the end (since everyone loves twist).

Synopsis: Police Constable Nicholas Angel, a high-achieving member of the Metropolitan Police Service, is promoted to Sergeant. He is then transferred to the village of Sandford, Gloucestershire, for making his colleagues look bad by comparison. (Source: wikipedia.com/Hot_Fuzz)

·       Quarantine
Fun Fact: A good mix of thriller and jump scare, a remake of a Spain movie entitled Rec.

Synopsis: When the quarantine is finally lifted, the only evidence of what took place is the news crew's videotape. A television reporter and her cameraman are trapped inside a building quarantined by the CDC, after the outbreak of a mysterious virus which turns humans into bloodthirsty killers. (Source: imdb.com/title/tt1082868/plotsummary)

·       The Beach
Fun Fact: Young Leonardo DiCaprio, beautiful beach, great meanings (find it by yourself).

Synopsis: Richard (Leonardo DiCaprio), a backpacker in Thailand, goes to Southeast Asia with the intention of experiencing something radically different from his familiar life. He meets Daffy (Robert Carlyle), who is crazy and rants on about a beach paradise on a secret island and the parasites of civilization. (Source: imdb.com/title/tt0163978/synopsis)

·       Postcards From the Zoo (Kebun Binatang)
Fun Fact: Indonesian Indie movie, shown and competed at Berlinale Festival 2012, serene-type of a movie, Nicholas Saputra


Synopsis: After Lana is abandoned at a zoo, a giraffe trainer raises her, until a charming magician arrives and Lana finds her love. She embarks on a long journey, then decides to go back to the place where she was abandoned. (Source: imdb.com/title/tt2073058/)

By: SailorPluto

            It is not true that our job is only writing some articles (with our lack skills of writing), and stick it on the board, but hey we are doing something more than that. If you have been reading, or at least pass by, Rephrase for the last two semesters, you may see that every edition has different theme. Just like Ms. Isti Gandana says, “Everything is value-laden” and that is how Rephrase’s themes were decided for each edition. There are subtle meanings, from the colors of the background, the topic for Shady Issues, and even Artgram. So, in case you had never noticed it, in which I believe no one ever pays attention, let’s take a look at a quick flashback of Rephrase’s themes, and what we are actually trying to tell all of you.

1.     Color Block – March Edition
Playing with colors is always fun, and that was how we want to start the new era of ESA’s new era. That was also the time of the year where everybody started paying attention to their Instagram feed’s aesthetic. So, we combined those things, and voila that was our best and most praised theme and edition. The beginning of something is always fun nevertheless.

2.     Sky Means Freedom (?) – April Edition
Take a rest from all those neon colors from before, we believe that blue, as the warmest color, would be best to calm down the hype. In this phase, reflecting to the blue sky above, we wanted to show you that actually even the sky has limits, and so is what we call as freedom.

3.     All That Glitters – May Edition
Back at it again with the sparkly and flashy thing, as English Students requested. Just like a roller coaster, once we went down, we were ready to launch again, and that is just how life goes on. It is true that we could not meet up the expectation, yet we pulled off some kind of modern art gallery vibes for the background, but again no one realized.

4.     Pastel Play – September Edition
Rose Quartz and Serenity: Pantone Color of the Year. The society needs to conform, for many things (yes, that one thing that seems to shock everyone), and yet many things in the future. Pastel colors could symbolize the needs for that conformity.

5.     Autumnal Season – October Edition
UPI is getting windier than ever. Even though autumn only happens in some countries, let’s just say that it is equivalent with rainy season in Indonesia. Because the theme of Halloween is already recycled every season, and after all we don’t have that in Indonesia, so why all the fuss? Let’s pay more attention to our cultural surroundings, which are numerous.

6.     Gray, Just Like 2016 – October Edition
The end is near. Literally and metaphorically. 2016 is going to end, with many tragedies happened, local and international (and two of it is Harambe and the current POTUS). To sum up those things, we chose to visualise everything with gray, just like a smoke. But, let’s just hope that the smoke clears fast.

7.     Fireworks Festive – December Edition
Holiday, holiday, holiday! That is what on our minds at this last month of the year. December may means final exam, but the festive of new year and holiday is waiting ahead us. What more can I say? Holiday is the best, just let’s hope SINO won’t ruin that.

Everything exists for a reason, and so is Rephrase. Open your eyes and mind more, and see wonderful things in life, but also be careful because some things were not meant to be looked at. Thank you for reading until the very end J

By: SailorPluto

The sound of the rain, checked. Warm blanket, checked. Hot chocolate, checked. Fully charged handphone or your favourite book, checked. What else could be wrong? It’s raining outside, which is probably one of your favourite moments, and everything seems perfect, until you realize something’s missing, but what is it? Music, for sometimes the sound from the outside of the window just not enough, here’s a playlist full of soothing songs (mostly Folk) to keep you warm throughout this rainy season.
1.       Dialog Hujan by Senar Senja (Indie Folk)
Enough with Payung Teduh, you have to listen to another local Folk Indie music.
2.      From Gold by Novo Amor (Alternative Folk)
3.      Before You Start Your Day by Twenty One Pilots (Alternative)
Because you can’t play Stressed Out and Heathens all the time.
4.     Moksa by Pagi Tadi (Indie Folk)
5.      It’s Hard to Get Around The Wind by Alex Turner (Indie Rock/Folk)
Yes, he’s the vocalist from “the most Indie” band called Arctic Monkeys.
6.      Lua by Bright Eyes (Indie Rock/Folk)
7.      The Ballad of Keenan Milton by Devendra Banhart (Instrumental)
A BGM for your melancholy day.
8.      Nobody Loves Me Like You by Low Roar (Post Rock)
9.      Zsa Zsa Zsu by Katjie&Piering (Indie Folk)
10.   Asleep by The Smiths (Alternative Rock)
Ultimate song that will save the night.

Tips: Any songs from Bon Iver and Explosions in the Sky



            Earth. Fire. Air. Water. Metal. Avatar may masters four elements and bring balance to the world, but AECS 2016’s committees, so called Elementalists, master all five of it and ready to lead the participants (named Victors) to balance their inner forces and march to victory. Annual English Contests and Seminar is undoubtedly one of ESA (English Students’ Association)’s pride for ages, and this year it’s coming back as stronger than ever starting from this September 24th until 27th. Want to know more about it? Check out how Arina Khoirunnisa as the Steering Committee 2 tells us a glimpse about AECS 2016!
·       What’s the theme and what’s the reason behind it?
The United Force of Victor is the theme, because we want to think of the participants as human who have various elements inside them, and so they have to balanced all of those elements to be a winner.
·       The committees are Elementalists, the participants are Victors. Why is that?
The committees are the ones who actually balancing this whole event, because we have so many divisions on this, which just like elements, in succeeding this event we have to be balanced too. So there you go, Elementalists. For the name Victor itself, we just want to see them as a winner. Maybe both of the names aren’t really related to each other (in concept), but hopefully it can be positively implemented.
·       Lastly, share a message for the committees and participants!
To Committee: Be honest, and set your intention straight from your heart. If we set it straight, I’m sure that we’ll have the power to make it a success. Also be honest for everything; your feelings, financial matters, basically any problems, and we will solve it altogether. Keep in mind that you’re not alone, there are 173 of us as a team who are ready to make AECS success.

To Participant: Thank you for joining AECS 2016. We really hope to satisfy all of you, because we want you to get an experience that you will never get anywhere and any when besides in AECS. We are sorry for all of the flaws of this event, and lastly enjoy your four days in Bandung, VictorJ


So, can you feel the hype of AECS 2016? You should! As for English students, even though you can no longer compete on some fun English contests, I recommend joining the seminar (see details on the poster). Still curious about it? Check us out on aecs.esaupi.org, prepare yourself, and join us next year, whether as a participant or a committeeJ

*So I joined ESA's Publication House for my Department's Students' Association, and I wrote under the name of SailorPluto, so that is basically my pen-name.
It is such a shame. I've been an English Literature student for 5 semesters and I can feel that my skill for my nation's first language, which is Bahasa Indonesia, has been decreasing ever since. I even got a certificate from a Japanese class (only N1 though, not exactly something to be proud of), and somehow I'm getting more fluent in Korean rather than Japanese (thanks to the daily songs, dramas, movies, reality shows, and even games). Ha. I even, naively, learned basic Italian and Spanish through Duolingo. The fact that I live in another city, Bandung, where the people still use their traditional language (Sundanese) on a daily basis, doesn't help me. Because I've surrounded myself with the people who prefer to speak in Bahasa Indonesia rather than Sundanese. I believe that this has something to do with the effect of post-colonialism that I learned last semester, but ah it's holiday, maybe I'm going to talk about it later. B y e.
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            Apa yang membedakan gedung Fakultas Pendidikan Bahasa dan Sastra (FPBS) UPI dengan gedung lainnya? Di mata saya, sebenarnya sama saja, tidak ada yang unik dan menarik, namun gedung inilah yang paling terkesan homey sebagai tempat belajar saya, mahasiswa tingkat tiga Bahasa dan Sastra Inggris, selama dua setengah tahun ini. Tapi dibalik kesan homey tersebut, lebih banyak hal yang ternyata tidak mendukung kenyamanan mahasiswa.
            Disebut juga Kampus Ledeng, karena tentunya berlokasi sekitar tiga menit dari Stasiun Ledeng. Pusat makanan dan kehidupan mahasiswa UPI bisa dibilang terletak di Jl. Geger Kalong, dan untuk sampai disana harus berjalan sekitar 10 menit. Tidak masalah saat turun, tapi saat harus kembali ke kelas, tentunya harus melewati jalan yang menanjak. Hal ini saya anggap suatu masalah karena variasi makanan di kantin satu-satunya ini tidak memadai untuk makan yang mengenyangkan dan termasuk mahal sampai-sampai dijuluki Kantin Kafir oleh beberapa teman-teman mahasiswa.
            Masalah lainnya yaitu terkait kebersihan dan kelengkapan kamar kecil dan tempat ibadah.  Tidak ada tempat khusus untuk wudhu sama sekali, sehingga kami yang ingin beribadah harus bersuci di kamar kecil yang membuat kesuciannya dipertanyakan. Selain itu, seringkali air di gedung ini tidak nyala, dan membuat mahasiswa yang kebelet harus berusaha untuk mencari air entah ke gedung lain, atau sumber air terdekat di manapun. Padahal, seharusnya pembuatan tempat ibadah dibarengi dengan tempat wudhu yang memadai, mengingat jumlah mahasiswa Muslim yang sangat tidak sedikit.
            Hal lainnya yaitu, lift. Di gedung berlantai lima ini disediakan lima tangga dan dua lift. Ada aturan khusus untuk pengguna lift, yaitu mahasiswa harus mulai naik dari lantai dua, karena dosen dan staf atau siapapun yang bukan mahasiswa mendapatkan hak untuk naik dari lantai satu. Sering ada mahasiswa yang tidak tahu diri naik dari lantai satu, padahal di lantai dua antriannya panjang sekali. Sering juga, salah satu lift tersebut tidak berfungsi dan tidak diperbaiki dalam waktu yang cukup lama, dan membuat kami harus memakai tangga yang melelahkan.
            Selama dua tahun saya menempati gedung ini, hal-hal tersebut menjadi omelan sehari-hari mahasiswa FPBS UPI. Tidak banyak yang berubah dari tahun ke tahun, dan merupakan hal yang sangat disayangkan untuk gedung berbentuk huruf U ini.
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Nama                                      :  Linna Amanda
Tempat, Tanggal Lahir           : Samarinda, 27 Oktober 1996
NIM                                        : 1405185
Prodi                                       : Bahasa dan Sastra Inggris
Fakultas                                  : FPBS
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            Stalking mungkin bisa membuat kamu lebih tahu tentang seseorang, tapi nyatanya tidak semua kebenaran dapat dilihat. Karena itulah, izinkan saya untuk memperkenalkan diri.
            Saya bernama lengkap Linna Amanda, nama yang berasal dari pemikiran orang tua dan nenek saya. Beberapa nama mungkin dapat memberi tahu sedikit identitas tentang orang tersebut (agama, tanggal dan bulan kelahiran), tapi tidak halnya dengan saya. Linna dan Amanda yang berarti cantik dan loveable adalah arti literal yang kata teman-teman saya tidak cocok dengam karakter saya dan memilih untuk memanggil saya dengan sebutan El/L.
Terlahir dari seorang Ayah bersuku Sunda dan Ibu bersuku Jawa selalu membuat saya bingung jika ditanya “Kamu orang apa?”, terlebih lagi karena saya lahir dan dibesarkan di Samarinda, ibukota dari Kalimantan Timur. Hingga akhirnya saya memilih untuk kuliah di tempat yang kondisinya jauh berbeda dengan kota asal saya; Bandung yang dingin jika dibandingkan dengan Samarinda yang sangat panas. Selain berdekatan dengan kampung halaman ayah saya, ada faktor keinginan untuk tinggal di salah satu kota besar, dan sekarang sudah terhitung dua setengah tahun sejak saya tinggal seorang diri sebagai anak rantau.
            Sempat salah jurusan saat SMA, membuat saya lebih bergairah dalam mengejar apa yang saya suka selama ini; bahasa. Saya selalu tertarik dengan bahasa, karena belajar bahasa juga berarti belajar budaya. Cukup banyak bahasa yang saya minati karena ingin menjadi seorang Poliglot; Bahasa Jepang, Bahasa Korea, Bahasa Inggris, Bahasa Italia, dan juga bahasa-bahasa daerah di Indonesia. Pada akhirnya, Bahasa Inggris mengisi semua opsi jurusan saya saat mendaftar ke perguruan tinggi, dan sejak diterima di Universitas Pendidikan Indonesia, saya tidak pernah merasa salah masuk jurusan lagi.
            Saya juga berminat dalam bidang seni (dalam segala macam bentuk, khususnya musik), dan sosial budaya. Biasanya waktu luang saya dihabiskan dengan mengeksplor lagu-lagu indie dari bermacam genre, terkadang mengkritisi fenomena sosial dan memikirkan abstraksi kehidupan, juga mengeksplor kota Bandung. Maka dari itu, saya bercita-cita untuk bekerja di media massa, khususnya majalah yang berfokus kepada hobi, seperti Rolling Stone. Karena itulah saya ingin bergabung dengan UPM; ingin mengembangkan minat saya. Secara besarnya, kesibukan saya berputar pada kegiatan belajar di kelas, mengerjakan tugas, dan mengikuti klub-klub seputar Bahasa Inggris.
            Saya bukan seseorang yang anti-sosial maupun social-media oriented, tapi saya dapat dikontak melalui beberapa akun di dunia maya; Instagram, Tumblr, dan Blog. Jika ingin melihat dan menghakimi saya melalui akun-akun tersebut saya persilakan, tapi saya sarankan untuk berkenalan secara langsung karena tidak semua hal bisa dilihat hanya dari permukaan dan lagipula terlalu banyak menghakimi tidak baik untuk kesehatan mental.
Mungkin narasi ini dirasa kurang untuk mengenal seseorang dengan segala kompleks yang dimiliki, tapi untuk sebuah permulaan semoga ini bisa membantu kita untuk saling mengenal dan menjadi rekan yang lebih baik kedepannya.


Going back to this blog whenever a semester ended is somehow a routine that I've been doing for a year. But the thing is, it hurts like hell. A semester takes around five months, and I have always been coming back to my hometown only after the semester ended, which means twice a year. So, this whole blog thingy is a part of that 'twice a year' routine, and it always feel nostalgic, because some things are never change. My hometown = my childhood. So, by being a young adult, who has been struggling with the precocious feelings and thoughts ever since I was a child, and the ever growing awareness of the concepts in life, looking back through memories is a hard thing for me. Why do we even look back? Why do we keep looking at the future? Why don't we just live for today? That's it, that kind of thing that we ponder in silence in between 12-4 am, or for me it could be any time and just ruins the mood of whatever i was doing. Well, It's 4.10 am here, and I'm feeling emotional, because that's just how it works. I don't even care about the grammar anymore, because I'm actually sleepy, and I can't even sleep for some reasons. Still as lonely as ever, still as freaky as ever, but still as strong as ever. I hope everyone, and I mean everyone, will never experience the feeling that I have, except you are either a cold-hearted emotionless person or a masochist. Keep living fellas, stay strong, stay gold. ily.
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